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[07 Oct 2007|12:02am] |
you know, senior year has NOT been as fun as I hoped, really.
It's not like I expected some roaring 24/7 party in my honor or something, but I didn't expect it to be like twice as stressful as every other year. It's like suddenly your a senior so you're responsible for EVERYTHING. I don't know what dipshits talk about this being their best year of high school and all the 'memories' you make, but they obviously must have dropped out their junior year.
You know what years were fun? Junior year was fun. classes were harder, but you seemed more ready for it or something. You didn't feel pressured to go to every high school event you could or join every club you could write on your college application. You just had to try to make good grades and hang out.
Freshman year... that was fun. You tried sooo hard to be an 'individual' because you hadn't yet realized that wearing hideous unmatching clothing didn't make you 'unique', but more of a freak. Everything was so new and you didn't even have the slightest THOUGHT of college in your head. Relationships were simple and you felt like you had all the time in the world to worry about your future.
First grade.. THAT was the best. you didn't even know what a future was but you sure had some blissfully unrealistic goals. You had no concept of money or time and making and keeping friends was as simple as sharing your pudding and 'playing nice'. You didn't care what anyone thought because... no one REALLY thought.
Better yet... being one. Damn, talk about no responsibility. You don't even have to feed yourself or control your bowls! No school, just 24 hours of eating, sleeping and playing. Who could hate that?
My dad says college is the best four years of your life... so, they better damn top those.
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[01 Oct 2007|07:55pm] |
I am determined NOT to let drama ruin my otherwise good senior year.
even though every day I go to that class and think very long and hard about dropping out of school just to not have to be in that class anymore.
hhhmmm... maybe I should just be home schooled for the rest of the year. I already got into college so... who cares.
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[29 Sep 2007|04:24pm] |
I'm going to be an aunt June 4th!
shhh... I'm the first one to know. =)
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[27 Sep 2007|09:15pm] |
I GOT INTO COLLEGE!
the first and only one I've applied to and I'm in.
yay!
now I really want to celebrate and spend money.
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[27 Sep 2007|08:07pm] |
I'm trying this new thing called not spending any money...
and I've been doing good for a few weeks now.
BUT THEN... I found this juicy couture dress and ralph lauren oxford I RRRREAAALLLLYYY think I need.
I deserve them. I've been working my ass off lately!
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[20 Sep 2007|09:59pm] |
no one wants to go to any of the colleges I do. =(
Trey has people willing to be his roomates... I don't.
I don't want to have to go off to college and live with some freak who's going to steal all my stuff.
In other news... my life is really boring.
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[18 Sep 2007|09:27pm] |
Hmmm. Lately, it seems, that everything has been related to one of two things
Religion
&
College.
(but not generally combined)
I don't trust my school to send out the right transcript.
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[15 Sep 2007|09:13am] |
Trey has already gotten accepted to college and I haven't even applied.
damn.
I need to do something.
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[04 Sep 2007|09:53pm] |
This year is really kicking my ass so far.
I can't say that it's not been easy... but it definantly has been exhausting. I sleep 9 hours a night and am STILL dead asleep half the day.
god.
aside from that, shits been fun.
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[02 Sep 2007|11:01am] |
I am enjoying the rain and the cold today.
Lately, I have what I can only describe as 'Christmas Fever'.
hhhmmmmmmmm I want the next three months to be over with.
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